I hit the wall again today going through papers and consolidating files that were his, mine, and ours. Now that Roy has been gone more than a year I need to face this part of my loss and pull the files together into one cabinet. This time when I hit the wall I stopped and had lunch, then posted this. In a few minutes I am ready to go back and get back into the papers. I find paperwork slower going and more wearying than physical hard work. Do you?